justrun-.

throw up! throw up! throw up!

i honestly do not know why i still feel giddy and like i need to throw up all the time. pc dr, can shed some light on this?

finally went for training today. i felt so liberated. even though i almost drowned doing jiaolian's workout. the fly really made the nausea worse so i thank my lucky stars that we did that last.

trying my hand out at giving tuition to the YS.
me: "what topic don't you understand?"
ys: "everything?"
me: "have you read your textbook?"
ys: "no"
me: "WHAT?!"

it was her p4 textbook. like omg. haha. sigh. ah well THE SCIENCE SYLLABUS IS CRAZY. they are learning sec one stuff in pri sch?! MOE is crazy. but i must say tutoring is super tiring. now i know why my chem tutor always needs more water and milo and all that. lawl. my throat was going hoarse after barely finishing one topic with her.

yours truly is suffering from obesity. harharhar. i also think i am going to die of a heart attack come saturday. told the pot that i won't be able to finish the race. and he gave me this really shocked reaction ahahha. i kinda wish i had more time in between now, and saturday. meaning more trng slots before i attempt to drown myself in east coast waters.

been watching the old mvp qing ren vcds that the elder sisters bought for me a while back. rekindled my liking for "ou xiang jus" and erm 5566. haha. too bad i can't play the rest of the vcds on my comp anymore cos there seems to be a problem with the computer. grrr. nvm can bring em downstairs. speaking of which, i never got to finish watching "xi jie shao nian". dang. haha progress reading my chinese storybook has been going rather slowly because i read really slowly. like 3-4 pages a day HAHAHA. sorry i lose patience easily.

i feel very out of touch with my pre-eoy self. strange. very strange. i didn't mind when i ate bacon in my sandwich. i didn't mind when there was cream in my wrap. i didn't mind when i didn't exercise for two friggin weeks. like who the heck have a morphed into?! geez. a fat blob. haha and now i also don't mind that i am a fat blob. or rather, i mind but i am being super lax about it. i blame demonic bacteria. or maybe more developed brain cells. increased brain activity has made me realise that ignorance is bliss. hawhawhaw.

BUT SHUT UP BRAIN COS THAT AIN'T GONNA WORK NO MORE. lawl i honestly do need to train my butt up right now. i can't rmbr the last time i was this unfit. bad sign bad sign.

OKAY I AM GONNA THROW UP SOON. goodnight.

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

put on her shoes at [23:25]

and took [20060831] strides

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